Odd dream...

 Usually, my vivid dreams happen in the early mornings. And I did dream about something this morning.
I was dreaming that I was in this guest house in the country. There were a lot of soldiers. Oddly, my friends and family were in this dream, and there was something about an opera house and this blond-haired, blue-eyed jolly guy. They didn't appear too often. That part is a little hazy for me to remember. It's probably a separate dream from the one I will describe below, but certain parts of it seemed to "transfer over."


The part I do remember well is when I was sort of sleeping in a room that looked like my room. There were people there in my room. For some reason, I didn't feel too bothered by them even though I kept thinking that they were muscular, male soldiers. They were even sitting on the bed that I was laying in. One of them left the room, the other one stayed around. He asked me if I'd allow him to lay down next to me and, as much as I hate to say, "hug" (closest word I can think of) me while I sleep because he said he was kind of cold. I can't explain exactly what he said, since he seemed to communicate in thoughts mixed with jumbled words and phrases. Really odd. Then, I rolled over and said "sure, I'm feeling a little overheated." He was cold. Not too cold to the point where I'm freezing, but somewhat cool. It kind of felt a little real. I mean, physical sensations, which is kind of rare in my dreams. I felt that his hands were cold and so were his feet. He also noted that the air coming from my nostrils felt hot. I also remember in the dream how I couldn't breath regularly because I sort of had a stuffy nose. I find it extremely odd how I act very different when I am dreaming then when I am going about in my waking life. 


Then, he started kissing my cheek. I started thinking, "okay, that's enough," and pushed him away a little bit, which is something that sounds a bit more like myself. He then got up and left the room. Then, I started to notice things and I started acting more like my awake self as the dream comes to a close as I slowly wake up. I became curious of what happened. I get up out of my bed and walk outside of the house, putting on my shoes. And there is a street. I watch for a car to pass by so I can cross. Then,  I run across. I started feeling like I was being watched by the woman driving the car, so I acted like I knew what I was doing or where I was going. On the other side of the street was a dirt path leading into the woods. I realized that one of my shoes came off, so I run back to grab it and put it on. I notice a lady in red in front of the door of the house, opening it with a key. I kept thinking that she was family, too. Foster family. This was the same lady who was driving the car. She looked at me and asked if I wanted hot chocolate. I hesitated for a few seconds and said, yes, and entered the house she went in. 


Then I woke up. 


The unknown soldier seemed shadow-like in a way. The room I was sleeping in was not too bright. So, I never really saw what he looked like.


I'll write later, parental unit is screaming for breakfast.

Noticing...

I noticed that after I did some major energy work while being half-asleep (I think), everyone in my family seemed to be a little...perkier. It was kind of odd to see my family in such a better mood. Notice that I don't say "good" because they usually are unhappy. 

Brushed

So last night while I was falling asleep, I kept thinking of a number of things: this odd sense of restlessness that always seems to grow inside of me throughout the years, the longing for something catalytic to happen, and about the Fae. 

As I was just about to fall asleep. Something brushed against my face again as I heard it buzz away. I was again startled. I looked around seeing no one there. This has been the second time this happened while I'm sleeping. I noted that I left my window open that night. The buzzing sensation always seemed to towards the window from where I sleep. In the past there have been times that I have felt something brush up against me when it seemed like no one is really there. 

I did feel like I wasn't really alone last night. Like there was another presence in the room that I cannot see. I wish could see them directly. I've only seen little lights, and a glowing yellow butterfly at the corner of my eye when I was outside once, and moving blurs. 

the White Bird

On Friday, I saw a white bird flying around above my car while I was driving. I think my mind was racing. Very odd. I kept asking myself "is that a dove? Or just a white pidgeon? Or some random white bird? It's gotta be some sign otherwise I wouldn't be searching my mind for this. What's the message?" Eventually I got the idea that white birds mean purity and peace. I felt a lot better afterwards for some reason. It's nice to have some peace of mind. I'd like to think of it as some message. 

Sleep

I am beginning to think that I am being watched while I sleep. Mainly because I keep having vivid dreams during a certain part of the day. I don't think I'm being watched every time I'm sleeping. I need to know when I'm dreaming or when I'm really wake and I need to develop stronger abilities to communicate with those from the Otherworld. I know that they are not just going to come up to me straight on and start talking to me anytime soon. It just feels nice to be guided by them every once in a while. 


Perhaps I need to show more effort into energy healing. I just need to be more consistent in interaction. I don't even really know who my spirit guide is accept maybe Eli, an old friend I have not seen in years now. I need to learn how to defend myself from being attacked both physically and mentally. 


During Halloween night, I dreamed of a vampire in giant bat form trying to climb up a hotel building I was in. I was to stay away from open windows and doors. The giant bat seemed very weak and tired and needed food  right away. I didn't like the idea of being food myself. There was a part in the dream where I was building wings that I was to test out from atop a skyscraper. I haven't had a dream like that on Halloween night since high school. 


It's Fall season now, I love fall season. I just hope it doesn't get too cold outside. 

this year's Hallow's Eve...

So I wanted to be able to see something extraordinary during this Halloween. I didn't get to see much.


My friend and I went into the woods, said prayers, lit candles, and we got to do the ritual I created.
Although I didn't get to meet any otherworldly beings this Halloween, so far, I did somewhat see tiny white blurs in my dark bedroom and also at a friends house. Perhaps I was being followed. Perhaps it's a trick of the light.

A Rhyme for the Fae

Dear honest, kind, and friendly Fae,

I extend my sincere gratitude to you today,

I thank you for the Wisdom and Guidance you have shown me,

So please accept this gift I give to thee...

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!

Before I begin...

This is probably my sixth blog now. Yes, I have lots of blogs. Anyway, this one is going to be for writing down things that just seem to defy logic. I've seen some pretty insane things that people would not believe. Like how the couch moved by itself when no one else was around. I do believe that something is out there that cannot be measured by science right now. Perhaps in the future we can be able to measure such things.


Right now, I'm trying to work with "otherworldly Beings," particularly Fae. Even though I haven't exactly seen them clearly, I have seen glimpses of them here and there. Usually at the corner of my eye.


Tomorrow is Halloween. This time is particularly important because it is the time when the spirits come to the realm of the living and the Veil between worlds are lifted a little bit. It is also said that energies are amplified during this time. It's also a great time to try to get in contact with otherworldly beings, but be cautious though. There are some nasty ones out there. I've had some be experiences. They like the negative energy. Right now, just try to be light hearted.


I'm going to try to give offerings to the Fae and to the Earth. I see the Earth as an organism in itself. We live on it and we also need to understand that everything here is borrowed from the Earth. We are the Earth, so it's important to take care of it. Not only that, it's also logical in a scientific standpoint that we MUST care for the Earth. I bought some amethyst and rose quartz beads from a local crafts store to use as offerings. In both a metaphysical standpoint and scientific standpoint, crystals have unique properties whether it has to do with energy or healing. According to scientists today, some are realizing that there is energy behind intent. That energy leaves vibrations that, depending on the intent, can be either harmful or beneficial. There have been studies showing how music can affect organisms. So beware when it comes to negative emotions. It's not good to wallow in regret, pity, or anger. It's quite unhealthy to do so, anyway.


From experience, it is easier to see otherworldly beings during "tween-times": Dusk, Dawn, and Midnight.


For Halloween, I'm going to a couple of parks here around the city and bury them in the woods. Before I do so, I have to make a conscious intention of positivity and healing. Here my simple prayer for the offering:

Mother Earth, 

Please accept this humble offering of mine, 

in hopes that you will heal in Time....

To Transmute Sadness to Wisdom,

Destruction into Creation,

Emptiness into Potential,

Knowledge to Imagination,

Diffidence into Confidence,

Hopelessness into Belief,

Helplessness into Integrity, 

Weakness into Strength,

War to Peace, 

Contempt into Respect,

Apathy into Compassion,

Fear to Understanding,

Reluctance into Trust,

Ignorance to Enlightenment, 

Hatred into Love....  

I do hope to see something different this Halloween.
Note: I will only write on this blog when I am doing something of this manner or to record my experiences with the Otherworld....